The bigger they are, the harder they fall, right?
Well, right now I'm experiencing just that. A love which has motivated me for the last 3 years, a love that I felt so strongly about, a love that was such a part of me, and brought me such joy and happiness and contentment is now gone.
And it hurts. So much.
I feel like a part of my being has been torn out. Something that is supposed to be there is now missing. And there is this giant hole where it used to be, and there's just nothing that can possibly fill it.
Nothing else "fits" that hole.
And I don't think anything ever will.